It might have suited us both better if we were not together now, isn’t it? At least u won’t have such a clingy n attention seeking gf like me but instead someone else who’s more stable n independent. I realized that I’m not like that now even though few years back I would have acted that way. Now, I realized I need someone by my side who’s able to be there for me most of the time. Someone more rooted. I don’t know what the future holds. Both of us have done many things some even overstepping our boundaries. It’s hard to get back to where things were. I’m feeling insecure probably cos I feel like I’m neither here nor there in your life. Just stuck with the status of being your girlfriend. I really have no hold over you. You’re the guy sayang not me. Others pity me cos of that wondering why I chose this kind of life with you. Waiting without no exact end in mind or exact time I can stop all the waiting.
Day 5 without you
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